Wednesday, April 26, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:15 PM
i haven came online for the past three days! what an accomplishment(: had been having test after test for the past three days. monday,bio. tuesday,chem. today,chinese! (: hope i wont do too badly. lets praypray. anyway thanks to everyone who were tagging even though i wasnt here(:
nicole! xue! jess! carin! <3
okay anyway the math test thing. i dont need to get over it. cos like what i said, i feel completely nothing.
sometimes i think im so void of emotions. well, im trying to be reallyreally
really attentive during lessons these days. like math. which requires alot of selfcontrol man(:
anyway today we watched
dead man walking for lang arts(: it was a good show! haha finally one with subtitles. easier to understand. watching it again tmr,whee.
okay im just rambling away with random stuff. so what has been happening! oh yah how can i forget. MONDAY MORNING. ZHIYANG WAS AT SCHOOL! :D WHEE. haha thanks nicole patricia and jessica for rushing to 403 to tell me about it in the morning!(: anyway he was like signing and signing. taking photographs. whee damn cool. wanteng and i were like at the podium. i wanted to scream la. but i thought it was rather unbecoming of us to do that. i'll probably get killed or get six demerit points or something if i really do that. anyway nicole said i looked so composed HAHA i was reminding myself of BIO TEST. cannot get distracted AH(: anyway the whole school was buzzing with (excitement?) during flagraising HAHA the teacher had to remind us to settle down. not fair HAHA HE CAME ON CHIT'S BIRTHDAY! why didnt he come on the fifth of april. OH WELL. and now the whole world got his autograph too. WELL i shall comfort myself by telling myself HE WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFTERALL :D
haha he kinda brought some excitement and made a difference in nanyang on an otherwise, mundane monday morning. speaking of that, today's chinese test was saying about what a mundane boring life most of us lead. like how we study, go home, do homework, sleep. wake up, study, go home, do homework, sleep.
i hate routines.sometimes all we need is just a spark in our life. to brighten it up and make it more interesting(:
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my mother saw me on the computer typing away. listening to music. smsing.
she was pissed. whats her freaking problem? then she threatens to cut off my phone line. wtf. i was happy today. after chinese test cos it will be a week till physics. then SHE has to RUIN MY MOOD. sometimes i reallyreallyreally dont understand why does she have to do that. just like how
she doesnt understand ME. NOT AT ALL. i need her to sign my math test. i bet she's so gng to kill me. she'll definitely use it as a excuse (reason?) to ground me from the computer. NAG AND NAG when i sms. COMPLAIN when i sleep late. WTF.
i want to curse. (selfcontrol man jiaying.)
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physics test next friday. nine topics. how
wonderful. dont know how to start studying, but i better start off early! chinese midyrs are coming up. the
eighth of may. may be stopping dance for sometime. and xueen and the rest are not coming for dance starting from this week. HOW GREAT. WE ARE PROBABLY GOING TO DIE.
speaking of physics, i just realised today that alot people are gng to take PHYSICS in jc. howhowhow. i hate physics la. but it sucks to be the only one taking bio. i better go and strive to TRY to like physics. i doubt im gng to succeed though. at present, the very thought of physics (with all the magnets and dc motor and ac generator and solenoid. EEE.) makes me freakk. but i shall TRY(: and i hope it wont be too late.
PHYSICS IM GNG TO LOVE YOU.
nicole: are you alright dear? REMEMBER TO TAKE CARE ALRIGHT. MISS YOU DEARIE <3 finally got to talk to you online tonight(:
xue: i will MISS YOU PEOPLE LA. come join us if you can okay. haha and xueen, THAT might not be THAT ideal(: HAHA and i updated! :D
jess: I UPDATED HAHA AND YES THE BREEZE OVER AT HWA CHONG WAS NICE(:
carin: hi carin! :D the IT PRO. haha.
miss you want you need you so;